serenity92580
Status: "It's not about how hard you can hit, it's about how hard you can get hit- and keep moving forward." -Slyvester Stallone, Rocky Balboa
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I have been walking around in a fog since the talk I had with my now ex best friend 2 weeks ago. Its a daily battle for me to change the manner in which I have viewed the world my whole life. I...
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Its hard not to take people's shortcomings personal. For instance- my brother. He's a complete narcissus- selfish, irresponsible, arrogant, flippant, dismissive. None of that makes it hurt less...
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I think if you were to boil down my criteria for people being a part of my life it would be respect for how I feel- no matter what that might be. I don't give a shit how crazy it might seem- nor do...
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i miss her. I miss her and Im really really going to miss her son. i wish it didnt have to be this way. I wish she wasnt so fucking pigheaded. But she is. This isnt my fault. Thats not to say I...
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If there's any lesson to be learned from this its to trust your instinct. Ive felt that C has seen me this way for a long time. The tone of her voice and the manner in which she's constantly shut...
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-And then for me to go out of my fucking way to sit down and talk to that bitch out of respect- out of respect!!!! And immediately it pissed her off. Bc Im not fucking allowed to have emotions. Im...
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I go back and forth between being really happy and being really pissed off. This saturday I finally confronted C- my so called best friend. It went horribly- I dont know why I thought it would go...
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I'm pretty fucking shot today. I have absolutely no energy. I want nothing more than to go to sleep and just wake up when my life changes. I feel so hopeless again. Like everything sucks...
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i realize that my feeling of inherent craziness increases in direct proportion with how much time i spend inside this home. The more time i spend in this home the crazier i feel. i reAlize that if...
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I'm pretty fucking lonely right now. I just had a drink. Only one. I was gonna go over my friend's house but I was too tired. So I stayed in. Normally I overeat at this point. But I know that...
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I gotta vent. I just talked to my friend C on the phone. What a fucking selfish snobby bitch she is. It carries from slight to horriblE- but there's always an air of "I'm better than you" about...
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I'm scared this is going to be forever. I'm scared I'm never gonna get out. I'm scared that this is just my life- that I'm not meant to be happy. That happiness is for everyone else- not me. I'm...
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I feel very jumpy right now. I know part of the reason is that I'm hungover- I'm not sick- but I'm not 100%. I drank last night for the first time in a while. It was fun. TherE were people...
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I want to lose this fucking weight. Its a long road- I know that. Saying that out loud means at least a year's worth of work- maybe more. I have a lot to lose. But I just don't want to look like...
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I want to lose this fucking weight. Its a long road- I know that. Saying that out loud means at least a year's worth of work- maybe more. I have a lot to lose. But I just don't want to look like...
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