sandysan5743
Status: My therapist said "trust your gut from now on". I'm listening very carefully.
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For the third time these DAMNED court papers have been returned. WTF? Is someone trying to tell me something? This time not enough postage!!! I added more postage and sent them off this...
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As a new friend here on DS told me yesterday, "maybe you were his night in shining armor"... Hmmm. The more I have thought about it that fits perfectly. I was soooo in the fog when we started...
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Gathered up all the neccessary paperwork for the small claim. The amount came to a little under $4000. I'll never see the money - I know that - but I hope this upsets his apple cart. He is...
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Right now I am so angry and sad and agitated that I really could kill him if he were standing right here in front of me.First there were the dreams last night that in running away from me he had a...
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I just found the MOST alarming email in my old email account dated 11/07 that I sent to Kevin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you believe that it said EXACTLY the same things that I was...
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Wow. I figured it out yesterday. It came to me like a bolt of lightening! The reason Kevin didn't call me was because 1. he is working and saving every penny to pay me and my dad back before...
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I am afraid. I am fooling myself. This morning I had so much enthusiasm and comfort in myself. But I am joking. I am filled with fear for what the future holds. I was the perfect match with...
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Long, long weekend. I had so many plans - to finish taking down the wall paper in the dining room and paint. Redo my bathroom. Didn't do either - I am strapped for money - having had to pay...
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I'm trying, I'm trying. Shit. I have gone all week with $7 in my bank account so that I could pay back the debt that shithead left me with. Verizon, all paid!! Gas and Electric, $200 balance...
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He chose that as our wedding song. Sarcastic and hyper-vigilant me asked, "was that your mantra/wedding song with your two ex-wives? "No, San. That's the way I feel about our relationship. ...
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Well, it's started. I've gone from intense anger to constant nausea. Welcome divorce diet.
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I'm sick of my own voice. Who am I trying to convince with all this talking? I am so happy that Kevin no longer has a phone line/number that I know. At least I can stop talking/nagging/poking...
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I received a message from Verizon regarding our phones. He owed $300 on the account and they were going to turn the phones off. He didn't know that I had already planned on having him removed...
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Jesus Fucking Christ. Six years. Six years I put into this relationship; just to have it disintegrate before my eyes. New Year's Day I come home, he's gone. It wasn't until the next week,...
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