In a Dream?
I am afraid. I am fooling myself. This morning I had so much enthusiasm and comfort in myself. But I am joking. I am filled with fear for what the future holds. I was the perfect match with Kevin. It was so right, until it got so wrong. I feel like I am in a dream. I am avoiding everyone because I can't face what has happened. Help me.
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We all are afraid of the unknown....we slipped into a comfort zone and then bam!! everything was blown out of the water with no warning! As for me, I was disappointed and went through a period of mourning of what I can never have back again. My H\'s decisions has changed my life forever....my smile is a little less brighter, my stride is a little less faster, my laugh is a little less louder....and for some reason they are so caught up in their own damn guilt they don\'t see the semi-permanent damage they have caused upon us. I want to feel safe again, I want a steady hand, I want a kind soul who loves me. I sent my H an email with all my thoughts and feelings....and you would think when someone pours their heart out to you in black and white, they would respond to the email....NOPE....NOTHING! I take these disappointments as lessons learned. I feel I know what my heart tells me and that is to leave him, its the only right thing to do, but I hold back, because I\'m afraid. I\'m afraid of the unknown. But the more I live in this nightmare, the stronger I become. I get fed up with this roller coaster, and I start to do something about it. I\'ve made decisions and now I\'m taking action to get my life back.
I wish you all the best....only YOU know when it\'s time to go, only YOU know what decisions are best for you. Trust in yourself, take your life back from a man who doesn\'t deserve you.
i know what its like to bare your soul and get no response. Im so sorry you are going through that. What do we take from that? That we are better and know more about what is really important in life? I no longer know but have to keep the hope alive. PM me your story. I want to hear and confirm you.