Talk talk talk
I'm sick of my own voice. Who am I trying to convince with all this talking? I am so happy that Kevin no longer has a phone line/number that I know. At least I can stop talking/nagging/poking him over and over about his handling of this situation. You know the Shakesperean quote, "You doth protest too much"? That's what I feel like repeatedly telling Kevin what a letdown and awful man that he became. Just shut up Sandy. He knows he's a screw up - that's why he ran away. He's never going to come to you on bending knee in forgiveness admitting that he was wrong. Just like Richard, in the 8 years you've been apart, has never once apologized to your or to the children he deserted. It's their character. Perhaps I am drawn to men that appear to be more kind, loving and compassionate than they really are...
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I\'m sure he knows, but you contacting him isn\'t going to help you sadly. All it will do is keep the wound open. It is a shame that you have been hurt by two guys in the same way. Sadly people in general can be very cruel and hurtful, and it truly is unfair. I\'ve often wondered what causes people to change their personalities like this. I hope now that you can\'t contact him, maybe now you will get some peace, and maybe you can start the healing process. Feel better Sandy.
Yeah.... no contact will probably be best.
I am not sure how they live with themselves.... when I a wrong (fairly often) I apologize. They have no such compunctions..... The ED thing is weird btw... they hound you for sex (just like when they were younger!) and THEN you find out they \"have issues\". I just don\'t understand being hounded in that context...
makes NO sense to me.
It will take time to feel better about this. I wish it were otherwise.