Abilify

I'm back from my vacation.  I had a good time except for those few days where I started having a meltdown because I didn't bring enough abilify with me.  I fill one of those medicine holders everyday with meds and forgot to fill three days worth of abilify.  I thought it would be no big deal but I found out exactly how well that medicine works for me.  I was ready to go into a rage or act suicidally impulsive all because I felt bad about myself.  I started falling to pieces.  Luckily I found some extra I had in another pill bottle before I left and started feeling better.  But I had a good time in the mountains, despite my few days of meltdown. 
I've also started my three courses and it is alot more than I was thinking it would be.  I'm proud of myself for taking this step to further my education, but I hope I haven't bitten off more than I can chew.  I'm just going to try my best and hope I don't fail. I hate to fail.  Well, its nice to see everyone on here again.  I hope everyone is getting to that place of stability perhaps slowly but surely.  Take your meds everyone!