Today

Well it was another day full of nothing. I had a bad headache most of the day and then my back started so I didn't get much of anything done.  I did take all my medicine today.   I completely forgot Sunday.  I'm ready to go to the mountains and get out of this town for a while.  Though when I do I will constantly worry about my parrot Soko.  I hate to leave him behind, even though we have someone that will come every day and spend time with him I feel guilty for leaving him and worry about him constantly.  Sometimes I'm afraid of things happening to him while I'm here.  I'm afraid one morning I will go check on him and he will be dead.  I don't know why I worry about him so much, its just not normal at all. 
This Friday I have an appointment with my pdoc, I guess I'll see if my meds will get tweaked more then or not.  Depression is consistent.  The anxiety and agitation are alot better though.  I hate having too drive all the way there.  Its an hour and a half by myself and I'm just not looking forwrd to going alone this time.  Usually my husband goes with me.  My goal for today was to wash my sheets and towels and i did even though I felt awful.  Life could be worse.  I'm not sure what my goal for tomorrow will be...I'll have to think of that one...I guess it will be to do something productive besides watch tv and do nothing.  Maybe if I feel better I will walk on the treadmill and cook supper.  Well, herre is tomorrow..may it be better than today.

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deleted_user

How are you doing? I hope that your day goes better. One day, I\'d like to get a whole bunch of movies and just stay home and watch them all in the quiet.
1PhoenixRising1
1PhoenixRising1

I\'m doing better, how are you doing? I\'ve actually got out of the house more!