I'm tired this evening.  I've been moving things and packing things, working on my research paper and homework and I am tired.  I just received my first unemployment check last week and I got a letter today telling me I needed to check in with the labor department within 7 days and let them help me look for a job or I may not get anymore money.  I'm really not looking for a job right now, I have too many other things going on.  This is really disheartening...I was hoping for a little while before going back to work.  I paid in UE, why can't I use it!  I'm feeling this feeling of foreboding like the winds before a bad storm...can I handle all of this that is taking place?? 
I'm trying to take things piece by piece but things keep piling up more and more on top, I feel like I'm going to buckle under the pressure.
I was suppose to have a pdoc appt but I really didn't have the money to drive there and pay for an out of network doc...I have enough prescription to last me another month so I'm not worried too much about it, but still there is that...what am I going to do about all that in the back of my mind.  I think i really will check into a general practitioner to prescribe my meds for a while...I just haven't had time to call and deal with all of that.  I wish I had someone to help me with all of this, but its just me and my husband and he can only do so much.