I've got everything moved and the apt clean.  Now to do the unpacking and cleaning of the new house.  I will be able to take my time doing that and my husband is off for a week so it will be ok.  I have finals and one more speech to do for class and i will be finished for this quarter.  I just cannot do my speech without reading it, i will just have to get the grade that i will get.  I can't believe i've made it through all of this.  I've had my breakdown moments but i'm still doing it.  I had a breakdown after moving the other day, I took an ambien, an ativan and a unisom and i was passed out in 5 minutes which isn't a normal thing for me to do even with all of that.  before I passed out I was crying and sobbing i couldn't stop.  I had enough, then I started thinking something was in my dr pepper, something besides dr pepper and i thought the patio sliding glass door was open when it wasn't.  I don't know if it was the drugs or the stress that had me acting psychotic but I was stretched to my limit.
I will be glad when the quarter is over and i can just relax and take time for myself.  The unpacking and stuff can wait.  I can't believe I dug down deep and found enough motivation for what i've already done.