ITs too early to be awake.  I took ambien and ativan last night and i shouldn't be awake yet!  I'm going to be bored out of my mind this afternoon and evening.  My husband has to work and I will get so bored I will probably sleep.  I guess I need to go ahead and divy out some of my meds for the day.  I hate being sleepy and not able to go back to sleep. 
Doesn't feel like the weekend at all.  Wish I had more money this week i'm  in a mood to splurge on stuff.  I'd resell it of course, but.....after paying 90$ on meds and 40$ on copay, 35$ on gas, and $20 to eat (all to get to docs office) i don't wanna touch anything. 
I still haven't worked on what my therapist asked me to do, I haven't even got started.  She said I needed to do my journaling on paper, I guess she wants to see some of it...yay.  Just can't get motivated...in anything...except i want to shop online...