missingmyabby

Dearest,             Wednesday the power went out, wind storm, it was out from 12:30 pm until 1:10 am. I got nothing done Wednesday, so last night I had to run like crazy trying to catch...

Dearest,            I had a very, very busy day at work. A quiet day at home though. I learned a lesson, never read your own journal. It made me remember and cry and cry all over again....

I've dreamed about Abby but usually I don't see her and she hasn't spoken to me since before the funeral. I had a terribly busy day at work today, rolling out a new phone system. When I got home I...

Dearest,        Spent the day at Kristin's. Eric is old enough now to be really cute and demanding, his communication skills are to the point that I can understand ninety percent of what he...

Dearest,What a busy day! I went to the lumber yard, I was good, only spent about $40. Got the wood I needed and then actually worked on the kitchen some. I was cooking and while I was waiting for...

Dearest,I slashed my finger with the top from a can while doing the dishes last night. It hurt so much that I ran around in a circle for a while. Then I had to finish the dishes, no one to help out,...

Dearest,Slept late today. Got up to get some things done, determined to get a lot of inside chores behind me I started laundry, cleaned the kitchen, made the bed, why am I making the bed? Who's going...

Dearest,      A great wave of sadness descended on me last night. It was like a huge black cloud that just lowered from the night sky and devoured me. I don't know why, so many factors. Sindhu...

Dearest, Had to run all around town on errands after work today so I stopped and got take out Chinese. I haven't had Chinese since the last time we had it, August?, July? I don't remember. I thought...

Dearest, Mondays are so hard, I don't want to get up, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to do anything. Had some errands to run after work, spoke with the lawyer, spoke with HR about 401K...

Dearest, I even washed the curtains in the laundry room. They don't look as neat as when you hang them but they're clean. Most of the yard work is done too! I just have the corner where the morning...

Dearest, Am feeling quite poetic today, I know you think my taste in poetry trivial, none the less I began thinking about how my life has gone and wondering if I took a wrong turn as in;I shall be...

Dearest, I spent nearly all day cleaning. I wrestled with that vacuum for hours, attempting to beat it into submission as it coiled around my leg like some segmented boa constrictor. What was spilled...

Yeah, I skipped yesterday, an idiotic comment from a co-worker had me so crazed that I couldn't post or even eat dinner.I had another strange dream last night. It has haunted me all day. I was in a...

Thought I lost something today. Something that Abby gave me. It's amazing how a little thing that you use every day without a thought can become so important when it's suddenly missing. In those few...