missingmyabby

Dearest,               I went to visit you today. I told you all my problems, talked about the holidays and cried. I placed a little greenery in front of your headstone and I thought it...

Dearest,            Finally! I'm done with work for the year! First thing I plan on doing is sleeping. May sleep a couple of days. Then I'm going to make some of my favorite things,...

Dearest,      Not much time to write tonight, lots to get done! Not much eventful happened today anyway. Getting caught up at work. Tomorrow is my last day before I have 15 days off. Weather was...

Dearest,            The other day I wanted to get some pics from your computer to mine, rather than walk a thumb drive across the house I just e-mailed them to myself.Today’s an...

Dearest,            Today’s earworm has been “Old Friends”, gee I wonder why? I’ve been very melancholy all day. Reminiscing, and wandering through memories, I’m feeling very old...

Dearest,            Another damn Monday without you. I’m very angry lately. Mostly I’m angry at myself, I think. Somehow this is all my fault. I don’t know how but somehow. Doctor...

Dearest,            I got a lot done today! Kristin was even impressed. I recorded and saved your voice message. Was easy I just did it the old way on the computer, your laptop actually....

Dearest,             Well, I got Sox to the vet without much trouble.The vet says he has an irregular heartbeat (so who doesn't?). Wants me to bring him in again after the holidays to see...

Dearest,            The end of another sad, lonely week. It was 8°, so cold, it warmed up to 24° by the time I got home tonight. I remember how you hated this weather. How you complained...

Dearest,             Someone asked me if I was going home today. Home, such a strange word. I don't have a home, I'm homeless. I live in a house. A cold, lonely place that I haunt like a...

Dearest,            I received the snottiest e-mail possibly ever in my life from your sister yesterday. I promised I wouldn't fight with her so that's it, I've had enough. I'm in no mood...

Dearest,                Do you like your stone? I hope everything is spelled correctly and I hope the punctuation is correct. I assume so because if it were not so you'd already be...

Dearest,             Spoke with Robin tonight. Still fighting this nasty cold. I am not fighting with your sister but I sent her an e-mail asking why Phil's memorial stone was not in...

Dearest,After I got back from grocery shopping today I was doing some paperwork for you when I found the stash of cards and poems I sent/gave you. I cried all afternoon. Nothing was accomplished....

Dearest,                 Everyday is a sad day now but I think I'm going to rename this day to Sadderday. One year ago today you called me from the highway because you were to...