lostdaddy
Status: Moments of realization come when you see it wasnt what you had with her, but what you never had together.
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this has been the hardest things i have ever had to do. unlove someone i was so deeply in love with. having to let go and say goodbye to my heart.
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I suppose I really needed yesterday to come about. As she taunted me and laughed at me for sitting here worried about her, her response is well im getting all the sex i want and you are stupid. ...
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What the crude is wrong with me?!!! Here I am sitting at work and I have a break and what the hell to I start thinking about, her and him laying in the bed. shheeeeeesh. now I am mad and upset.. ...
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Not to say that I wont feel sad about this again, but after lots of motherly talks and realizing, I did nothing wrong, I accept that she has made this choice. I deserve to be treated better. and...
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Today has been an interesting day to say the least. I woke up this morning and thought, ill send an encouraging word to my wife and see what she says. She responded 10 hours later saying "ok" I...
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This week has been one on the toughest so far. I finally started talking to my wife and had really thought i was making a little headway. we talked about maybe going to go see a counselor. she...
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God, I cry out to you in your Mercy, please bring my wife home to me and back into my life. Help us to love one another beyond this storm. Help us to grow closer to each other and never turn one...
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As i sit here today thinking of all my actions over the last several days, I can see that I am still trying to bring her home and resume a relationship with her, even after all that has...
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As i sit here today thinking of all my actions over the last several days, I can see that I am still trying to bring her home and resume a relationship with her, even after all that has...
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Today was her 1 month anniversary from running off with her ex. I text her this morning saying that i hope she celebrated this day and to do something in remembrance of the date. She told me she...
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well, tonight was the first time she let me say anything to her about anything. of course I blew off everything I felt, but her words to me were that I should have known this from the beginning. ...
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Sitting here on Monday morning looking out at the overcast day, my mood is the same. I want so bad for a loving wife and companion but this has left me without a heart. I hear everyone say the...
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Last night my wife and I did the text war stuff. She feels that I need to only communicate with her when she talks to our daughter. It doesnt matter if I need to talk sooner or at another time. ...
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Separation and divorce take something out of you as a man. I feel desperation, I have this feeling of not being whole anymore. And you feel like you dont measure up because you let this happen. ...
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Nights used to be so restful and full. Holding one another as we lay down, sharing our dreams and desires with each other. Now they are so long, quiet and still. I lay here before I close my eyes...
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