lostdaddy
Status: Moments of realization come when you see it wasnt what you had with her, but what you never had together.
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Sitting here on Monday morning looking out at the overcast day, my mood is the same. I want so bad for a loving wife and companion but this has left me without a heart. I hear everyone say the...
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Last night my wife and I did the text war stuff. She feels that I need to only communicate with her when she talks to our daughter. It doesnt matter if I need to talk sooner or at another time. ...
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Separation and divorce take something out of you as a man. I feel desperation, I have this feeling of not being whole anymore. And you feel like you dont measure up because you let this happen. ...
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Nights used to be so restful and full. Holding one another as we lay down, sharing our dreams and desires with each other. Now they are so long, quiet and still. I lay here before I close my eyes...
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Why do I let her text me? Even though I love her beyond life, I seem to get so hurt behind this all the time.Everything is my fault. I made her leave, I made her commit adultery, I am making her...
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It is always interesting when the one person you love decides to blame you for their own thoughtless decisions. Sure I do know that I have some blame for her beginning a emotional affair..not being...
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My gosh where to start. I have been married for 6 years to a wonderful woman. I worked hard and made sure to try and hold things together. I know not everyday was great but I felt happy because...
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Well Christmas has come and gone. My wife did bring my daughter by so i could see her and let her open presents that morning. She decided to stay the day for dinner and then a movie which was...
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well today is thursday. almost christmas eve. I miss that little angel of mine. she has grown to be such a part of my life and she has matured so much in the last three months.I didnt tell my...
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I cant believe it has really been a week since i wrote a journal entry. Well my girl has been gone since friday night and I have been very alone. My wife came over yesterday and asked if she...
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Well yesterday I got her discovery questions in the mail. Wow this is just going to keep on and on. I was thinking of asking her over to discuss a offer. I am thinking if I just giver her the...
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Here is is another day and really nothing has been talked about because she is so unresponsive about anything. My daughter wants to talk to her and I am ready to go back to the twice a week...
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Tonight, my daughter called me and wanted me to come see her, of course then she didnt want me to leave. so while i was there, i decided to talk to my wife for a minute. I said that she gave me a...
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This Morning was a day that I have made my heart choice. This morning my daughter called me and the very first this out of her mouth was that bubba daddy got her a doll and a blanket and he is a...
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This is the first weekend that my wife has had our daughter. I woke up many times looking for her only to remember she wasnt here. Man this would kill me to not have her too. I dont know what my...
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