lostdaddy
Status: Moments of realization come when you see it wasnt what you had with her, but what you never had together.
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Just for each of you there to know it has taken a few months of pain, a few months of rebuilding but you know, I look back now and wonder wtf did i ever let my self feel like that. I feel alive...
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Well it has been quite a while since I have been on here. but I wanted to say thanks to the many people that supported me and talked me through this. Divorce was hard but I didnt roll over and...
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And no this isnt about not getting pregnant. This is about making my heart mind my pull out of this relationship completely. It was on its way until last year when she came back. Then i allowed...
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Well Christmas has come and gone. My wife did bring my daughter by so i could see her and let her open presents that morning. She decided to stay the day for dinner and then a movie which was...
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well today is thursday. almost christmas eve. I miss that little angel of mine. she has grown to be such a part of my life and she has matured so much in the last three months.I didnt tell my...
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I cant believe it has really been a week since i wrote a journal entry. Well my girl has been gone since friday night and I have been very alone. My wife came over yesterday and asked if she...
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Well yesterday I got her discovery questions in the mail. Wow this is just going to keep on and on. I was thinking of asking her over to discuss a offer. I am thinking if I just giver her the...
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Here is is another day and really nothing has been talked about because she is so unresponsive about anything. My daughter wants to talk to her and I am ready to go back to the twice a week...
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Tonight, my daughter called me and wanted me to come see her, of course then she didnt want me to leave. so while i was there, i decided to talk to my wife for a minute. I said that she gave me a...
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This Morning was a day that I have made my heart choice. This morning my daughter called me and the very first this out of her mouth was that bubba daddy got her a doll and a blanket and he is a...
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This is the first weekend that my wife has had our daughter. I woke up many times looking for her only to remember she wasnt here. Man this would kill me to not have her too. I dont know what my...
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Just the day, knowing that this to shall soon pass, has been one of standing firm. She has texted me a lot today. I know why because my daughter is going to visit tonite. But she talked clear and...
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Yesterday as i was talking to my wife i asked her why she had to do go do all this, her response to me was , she hasnt had sex with anyone, never mind the ring is off and the taunting, she says they...
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Well Yesterday was the first time i saw my wife in a couple weeks, and this was only for about 10 minutes because i was taking my daughter to her counselors. I stopped at her request, so so could...
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Today my stbx will arrive back in texas. This is the first time since the first hearing. Yesterday she had text me a few times just letting me know that she is in such and such state and when she...
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