Ignoring the heart
Today has been an interesting day to say the least. I woke up this morning and thought, ill send an encouraging word to my wife and see what she says. She responded 10 hours later saying "ok" I text back asking y she waited until now to say anything, (probably laying on her back) but she responded, when i do you always keep going.
Well i have had a lot of pep talks all day. I would like my heart to feel love again but i dont think i can go there with her. she is not in the least sorry for anything she has done.
I deserve better than that. I wouldnt have done anything even remotely similar. So tonight I am going to try and get my head on straight. I know that the emotions will come when least expected, but I will get through this. I will be a good daddy to my girl and I will not let this mistake I made 6 years ago keep me down.
Lol, now to keep this thought process going.
Well i have had a lot of pep talks all day. I would like my heart to feel love again but i dont think i can go there with her. she is not in the least sorry for anything she has done.
I deserve better than that. I wouldnt have done anything even remotely similar. So tonight I am going to try and get my head on straight. I know that the emotions will come when least expected, but I will get through this. I will be a good daddy to my girl and I will not let this mistake I made 6 years ago keep me down.
Lol, now to keep this thought process going.
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Imagine that, I slept pretty good last night. I woke up and didnt look like a lost kitten. I still feel like I didnt do this, I didnt make this choice for her, and she will have to live with her decisions she has opted. Now to work on my little one. Thanks today for everyone here that has given support.