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GOOD NIGHT

MY MT HEART HAS MADE MY TUMMY RUMMBLY, I WENT TO ONEOF THOSE PEOPLE FINDER SITES AND FOUND WHERE SHE IS!!!!OHH THIS MAY GET ME IN TROUBLE SHE HAD GOTTON MARRIED WHICH I KNEW BUT SHE HAS FOUR SEPERATE...

MT THOUGHTS AGAIN ALL DAY. WILL THIS MT HEART EVER GO AWAY? I HOPE NOT.DR APPTS AND CATCHING UP ON SLEEP KINDA A EECH TYPE OF DAY. STOPPED DRINKING MAOUNTAIN DEW YESTERDAY JUST TO SEE IF I COULD WAS...

well time for my weekly hug session when i go through my friends list and my hug book and give everyone hugs just for fun. SO GET READY EVERYONE")

not too bad so far even though the day is just begining. i got some decent sleep only got up 3 times. but was able to lay down for 7 hours.PART OF MY FEELING MORE MELLOW IS ADJUSTING MY MEDICATION...

"JUST ONE" Just one feeling... JOY; Just one emotion... LOVE; Just one desire... YOU; JUST ONE ROSE --TRSc1982memories of my MT heart. I sure am thinking about her an awful lot these days. I wonder...

I MISS SEX!!! (NO NOT WITH MY OLD LADY)I THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE MY RISPERDONE HAS A ABILITY TO CONTROL HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AS WELL UNTIL I LOOKED IT UP AT WEB MD TURNS OUT A FEW OF MY DRUGS PROMOTE...

HASN'T BEEN A BAD DAY OVER ALL. GOTTA PICK UP B**** LATER BUT ILL REST UP A LITTLE FIRST.GOT LAUNDRY DISHES AND TOOK DOWN CHRISTAMS STUFF NOT MUCH ELSE TO SAY JUST OFF TO SPEND SOME MT TIME BY MYSELF

MONSTER JAM, BROKEN HEATER, GOT LOST, WATCHED TV, GOOD DAY BAD DAY,JUST A SORT OF F***d UP DAY. I WANT MY DOCTOR:(I GET SUCH MIXED EMOTIONS ALL DAY LONG AT THE END WHEN I TRY TO FALL ASLEEP MY MIND...

WELL HERE I AM AGAIN WAITING FOR THE DREADED 3AM PHONE CALL FROM THE OLD LADIES FRIEND FOR A RIDE HOME FROM WORK. SHE OWES ME MONEY SO SOMETHING TELLS ME SHE ISN'T GOING TO USE ME FOR A RIDE HOME SHE...

THE BILLS ARE COMING THE BILLS ARE COMING. HERE COMES THE STRESS AGAIN. I WISH I COULD TURN IT OVER TO THE OLD LADY BUT SHE CAN BARELY PLAY VIDEO GAMES ON THE COMPUTER AND NOW I HAVE MOST OF MY...

THIS PLACE SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME AWAKE THESE DAYS. ALL THE MESSED UP SLEEP I GETNOW AND TODAY JUST AS I WAS FINALLY INTO A DEEP SLEEP I WAS AWOKE TO MY SON BEING LATE TO SCHOOL MY OLD...

i'm in a damn habit of getting up at 3 am now to get my old lady's friend from work and can't even get eight hours sleep. damn i will be glad when they aren't friends or she gets a car.now i will...

today i wrote another message to a friend and it is a good feeling i'd like to remember here...HOW DO FRIENDS AND FAMILY REACT WHEN THEY FIND OUT THAT YOU HAVE A MOOD DISORDER; THAT IS A LOADED...