I MISS SEX!!! (NO NOT WITH MY OLD LADY)I THOUGHT IT WAS BECAUSE MY RISPERDONE HAS A ABILITY TO CONTROL HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AS WELL UNTIL I LOOKED IT UP AT WEB MD TURNS OUT A FEW OF MY DRUGS PROMOTE BOTH IMPOTENCE AND "LACK OF DESIRE FOR SEXUAL INTERCOURSE"

BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS WITH MY COMPUTER THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS. SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON LINE AND UPDATING. IT'S GOOD TO REPORT EVERYTHING IS BACK TO NORMAL. IT DOES MAKE ME FRUSTRATED TO SPEND SO MUCH TIME ON THOSE THINGS THOUGH.

OTHERWISE HAVN'T BEEN SLEEPING WELL PROBABLY BECAUSE OF COMPUTER. I KNOW I AM PROBABLY MANIC AS ALL HELL RIGHT NOW BUT I'VE UPPED MY MEDS HIGH ENOUGH TO KEEP ME JUST ON THE VERGE OF MELLOW. UP TO 3500MG OF DEPAKOTE AND 6MG RISPERIDONE TO SLEEP AND 20MG DIAZIPAM (VALIUM) AND LIKE I SAID IT JUST KEEPS ME STABLE. I DID GET AN APPT. WITH MY DR THOUGH THE BEGINNIGN OF NEXT MONTH SO I'LL WORK THROUGH IT AGAIN WITH HER.

I'M GONNA TAKE A NAP NOW AND I'LL SEE YOU GUYS AFTER MIDNIGHT WHEN I WAKE UP AGAIN TO TAKE MY PILLS. XOXOXO...TIM