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OKAY A QUICK LITTLE ENTRY TO END MY MANIC DAY AND OFF TO 3HOUR NAP (TILL I PICK UP THE OLD LADIES FRIENDS AGAIN).STUFFED LETTERS FOR MY BUSINESS VENTURE AND GOT MY TAX RETURN SO FAR SO COOL MORE...

TOO TIRED TOO MUCH TO DO SORRY GOOD NIGHT.

I'M TIRED. MY MIND IS MANIC. MY TUMMY IS FULL. MY PILLS ARE SCREAMING TO BE TAKEN. WHO WILL WIN MY PILLS OR MY PILLOW. IF MY PILLOW WINS THEN I HAVE TO TAKE PILLS LATER AND THE OLD LADY COMPLAINS. IF...

I HAVE TO ADMIT IT IS NOT AS BAD AS IT USED TO BE, BUT I STILL HAVE TO GET UP AT 3AM ON THE WEEKENDS TO TAKE THE OLD LADIES FRIEND AND HER DICK HOME FROM WORK, JUST SO MY OLD LADY CAN KEEP HER SMOKE...

WELL THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY FOR THE DAY. THE EVENINGS EXHAUST ME, THERE IS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO DO. DINNER FINISH LAUNDRY DISHES, CLEAN UP COOKING, PUT KID TO BED, FEED DOG. THEN I TRY TO UNWIND...

WHAT A DAY SO FAR. CALLED THE KID IN FROM SCHOOL THE OLD LADY TOOK THE DAY OFF I HAVE LOTS TO DO BUT NOT DOING ANYTHING. WATCHING HOME REMODEL SHOWS AND WAITING FOR AMERICAN IDOL.THE OLD LADY PULLED...

WELL NOT A HORIBLE DAY OVER ALL TIREING BUT THAT IS USUAL. STARTED THINKING ABOUT MY MT HEART AGAIN. SOMEHOW IT RELAXES ME.REMMY STARTED PLAYING HIS NEW VIDEO GAMES HE GOT FOR B-DAY AND IS THRILLED I...

PISSED OFF I WAS SUPPOSED TO PICK UP MY SON FOR LUNCH HE IS ON LUNCH SUSPENSION FOR ACTING UP. I WAS THERE AT 11 AND DOZED OFF IN THE CAR. NEXT THING I KNEW IT WAS 1201 AND NO REMMY. IF THEY HAD JUST...

IT WAS MY SON'S B-DAY TODAY, WHAT A GREAT DAY IT TURNED OUT TO BE. WE TOOK HIM AND HIS AUNT AND UNCLE BOWLING AND TO THE MOVIES.HE LOVES BOWLING AND HASN'T BEEN IN MONTHS. I WAS REALLY SUPPRISED HE...

I WAS GETTING REALLY AGGITIATED TODAY. I REALIZE IT IS BECAUSE I HAVENT BEEN TAKING MY RISPRIDOL (ANTI-PSYCOTIC). NOT A GOOD IDEA I GUESS. GOT ALL THE BILLS PAID BUT TWO, THE ELECTRIC AND CABLE. I'LL...

JUST KINDA FEELING BLAH. TENSION IS A LITTLE HIGH BECAUSE PAYDAY IS TONIGHT AND I WONT HAVE MUCH LEFT AFTER BILLS FOR MY SONS B-DAY. IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE HE WANTS MUCH FORTUNATLY. WE CANT AFFORD A...

I'D LIKE TO SAY THAT IT HAS BEEN A BAD DAY BUT IT HASN'T. IF I'M NOT DEPRESSED IT USUALLY MEANS I'M MANIC AND I'VE BEEN KNOWN TO MAKE SOME STUPID MISTAKES WHEN I'M MANIC. MABYE MY MEDS ARE JUST...

I HAVEN'T DONE A MID DAY ENTRY IN A WHILE. WENT TO GET X-RAYS TODAY FOR A POSSIBLE BONE SPUR. NOW I HAVE ONE ON MY RIGHT AND LEFT FOOT. WALKING IS A LOT OF FUN. I REALLY NEED NEW SHOES.I'LL BE BACK.

I DIDN'T TAKE MY MEDS LAST NIGHT. I TAKE SUCH HIGH DOSES THAT I REALLY CAN FEEL THE SLIGHTEST CHANGE IN LEVELS. ALL DAY I WAS EDGY AND TENSE. I USED VALIUM TO STABLIZE UNTIL I TOOK MY MEDS TONIGHT...