nobody666

Well hello everyone; long time no chat.  I just got out of the hospital for the last 15 days from quite a scare.  It's good to be back and I figure I'll fill you all in on how and why alot of you...

not really a good day, dropped deb off sleepy and then took remmy to the park for 2 hours before the rain. just didn't feel productive. i did get the tax bill paid today so 1500 out the window.deb...

bad habits today, spending money and realizing i'm losing control of some of the bills . but on the good side one of the bill peoblems has corrected finally , the big one with wels fargo. i wont know...

i thought i was getting a little more energy and more motivated but i'm beggining to think i may just becoming manic again. Just little signs, my sleep is off, my mind is tracking in multiple...

not a bad day up okay but didn't get to sleep until 3 am last night. i was feeling pretty good for the morning nothing exciting came up until i took deb to work she played her side seat driving game...

WENT TO SEE MY PDOC DO-DA DO-DA HAD A REALLY GOOD VISIT REST OF THE DAY OKAY... WELL DOC SAID SHE WOULD DO MY PAPERWORK BY THE TIME I GO TO SEE DR LONGO ON THE24TH AND THEN DR LONGO CAN FINISH HER...

 IT HAS JUST BEEN A GOOD DAY OVERALL. THINGS STARTED OUT A LITTLE SLOW, BUT I HAD GOTTON A GREAT SLEEP ON THE RECLINER INSTEAD OF THE BED.I GOT TO PLAY ON THE INTERNET A LITTLE BECAUSE I JUST GOT MY...

JOURNAL, 7-7-07 Saturday Been an off day. Not much motivation to do anything. Slept a lot and only accomplished making dinner and buying Deb half a bathing suit. The top half couldn’t be made to...

SLEEPY BUT GOOD DAY, JUST A SHORT NOTE TO KEEP ON TOP. GOTTA GET PDOC CHART DONE TOMORROW MISSED IT TODAY. ALOT TO DO TOMORROW BDFORE I TAKE OLD LADY TO WORK I HOPE I GET IT DONE ON TIME.JUST SLEEPY...

WELL HAD A GOOD DAY WITH PDOC TODAY. SHE HAS ME CHARTING MY MOODS FOR HER AND I'M GOING TO TRY TO USE THIS SITE AS WELL TO HELP HER WITH SOME INSIGHT. I'M LOOKING FOWARD TO IT SINCE I'M NOT IN A...

WELL I'M UP AND FEELING GOOD JUST NOT GETTING ALL I WANT DONE. HAVE A FEW GOALS BUT GETTING TIED UP IN BS INSTEAD OF GOAL ORIENTED STUFF. BEATS THE DOWNS I HAD A WEEK OR SO AGO. INCONTENTENCE IS...

PRETTY GOOD DAY TODAY. DIDN'T GET MY WALK OR GRASS CUTTING IN THERE WERE OCCASIONAL SHOWERS. I'M READY FOR THE BILLS AND HOPE I CAN REMEMBER ALL THE OTHER THINGS I NEED TO DO.FAMILY IS DOING GOOD....

NEW AGE MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND, MY PILLS TAKEN, 1 AM AND I THINK I'M DOING OKAY. I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS COMING UP BUT I'M NOT TOO STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW MABYE ITS THE MUSIC, IT ALWAYS CALMS ME.I...

bad day JUST BUMMED AROUND ALL DAY FELT SLEEPY THE OLD LADY WAS HOME FROM WORK TODAY. BILLS ARE STARTING AGAIN AND I'M GETTING READY. GOT SOME WIERD NEWS ABOUT MY CAR LOAN SITUATION AGAIN SO I DONT...

16 pills at one time.... lifes a bitch then you meet a shrink ..... then you die. 16 pills are my night time only scripts plus morn and afternoon. idon't need to eat i'll just live on meds.