MONSTER JAM, BROKEN HEATER, GOT LOST, WATCHED TV, GOOD DAY BAD DAY,JUST A SORT OF F***d UP DAY. I WANT MY DOCTOR:(

I GET SUCH MIXED EMOTIONS ALL DAY LONG AT THE END WHEN I TRY TO FALL ASLEEP MY MIND RACES UNTIL THE PILLS KICK IN AND I THINK ABOUT "MAUREEN TOAL", SHE MAKES ALL MY CARES GO AWAY. SHE HAS FOR 24 YEARS AND MY OLD LADY DOESN'T EVEN KNOW. GOD THE HELL I WOULD PAY IF SHE DID.

IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT AND MY HEART HAS BEEN "M.T." EVER SINCE. I DON'T THINK ANYONE WILL FILL THAT "M.T." SPACE.

DAYS LIKE THIS I JUST HAVE TO IMAGINE AN MT TOUCH AND THE WORLD FLOATS AWAY BETTER THAN ANY DRUG. IF I COULD SLEEP THE DAYS AWAY WITH HER I DON'T THINK I'D EVER WANT TO WAKE UP.

AN MT SOUL IS THE ONLY CONSTANT IN MY LIFE THESE DAYS IT SEEMS. IF ONLY I COULD FEEL THAT MT TOUCH ONE MORE TIME.

WELL OFF TO MY MT DREAMS IN MY COLD ROOM; EXAUSTED FROM MONSTER JAM, LOST IN A LITTLE TELEVISION. GOOD NITE