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feeling okay now....i think i just needed to rest and eat some healthy food.  Ate a salad and my mood is better and the urges are better.  Gonna go sit in the living room and watch some tv and...

UGGHHHH...PLEASE MAKE URGES GO AWAY

I don't know why I"m feeling so miserable right now.  I was feeling alright earlier today...I even had energy so I went out with some friends and got some errands done.  Got a workout all the...

So we've postponed meeting until another day.  He's having car troubles so wants to get home and see if he can get it fixed.  That's alright though...give us more time to feel things out through...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6A8pv67B8k Darrell Evans \ Trading My Sorrows I'm trading my sorrow I'm trading my shame ...

Had 2 appointments...one with psychiatrist and one with my family doctor.   Both went well...nothing to report. Came home and fell asleep...have a mild sore throat so hope that's not a sign I'm...

Lots of new pictures are now posted.  They're all out of order as usual.  *shrugs*  Might post a video or two later of the ocean waves and the brook.  I love the sound of the water....only...

I didn't sleep well at all last night.  Turns out dad's ankle is sprained but thankfully he didn't break any bones, plates, screws or anything.  Vehicles can replaced for a monetary cost....fixing...

I'm finally back in the city at my place.  It's nice to have my own space again....only problem is there's very little food.  At my parents there's what seems like a never ending supply.  Ah...

Still at my parents house.  Choose to go for a drive last night instead of going home.  I am going home today though if I have to walk to get there.  I need my space.   Took some pictures though...

Feeling a bit sad right now.  I woke up at my parents and they're both gone out somewhere...don't know where...but both vehicles are gone.  Just feeling trapped and lonely I guess.  I'll feel...

I'm okay I think.  Nights are a little rough again but I don't want to depend on the sleeping pills every night....don't want to be addicted to meds of any kind and those ones are addictive.  I'm...

Blahhh.....slept literally all day.  My parents neighbor was having a party last night so that kept me awake part of the night...finally fell asleep around 4 or so.  My sister stopped by before...

Didn't do much today...just been slowly posting stuff online to sell...hoping to make some money for myself and for Mom.  We split some of the money.  Still at my parents place.  Nothing too...

Watch this:  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWrj9TaA0Mc I laughed so hard I cried.  Mom watched it too and she was laughing so much too.  This lady is so funny.  I couldn't even relate to most...