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Just wanted to put in a quick update and mention the results of my blood work.  My white blood cell counts (mainly neutrophils) is still lower then normal...BUT...is at highest count it's been in a...

It's been one heck of a crazy rollercoaster of a week but I'm back on the upswing now. The bug went away within a day or two of my last entry but I feel into a rut and withdrew and gravoled myself...

Still doing well except for fighting whatever bug it is I have right now.  I wake up with the worst sore throat...it's stays sore throughout the day but by far is the worst when I wake up.  I've...

Maxine on Jesus  ~~~~~~Still doing well.  Church has been awesome and there's been meetings every night.  I've missed the last few and not sure if I'll get to tonights but I want to.  I woke up...

I'm apologizing because I have decided instead of trying to play catch up that I'm just gonna read journals and comment as I'm able.  Some of you are great friends and I am sorry I can't keep up but...

I made it to an actual morning service at church for Easter...so happy!  I've been struggling to get to a morning service for a long time and was determined...then Saturday happened, a total...

Very very rollercoastery emotions wise.  I think it's because I've been cutting back the sleep meds and not sleeping as well.  I don't really know.  Plus last night was first time back in the...

Thanks so much for the comments on the last entry.  I'm feeling better since then.  I think I just had a major off day.  Like major.  But it's passed.  This is my last post as a 27 year old. ...

Today is probably the worst day I've had in awhile...maybe since even before being in hospital...or shortly after anyway.  I woke up on the wrong side of the bed and the day just went downhill from...

Things are going well.  Things are settling. I'm still struggling (and probably always will) with my relationship with God.  I want it so bad but right now I feel like I'm being false and I know...

Guess it's been a few days since I've stopped by here to write an entry.  This past week has been "March Break" (Spring Break) and we've been having the most gorgeous weather imagineable.  It's...

I thought this was really good and worth sharing before I write a short entry at the end.  If you want to see the original page I got this from click on the title just below.  I linked it.Charles...

Feeling better about things.  I wrote letters (emails) of apology to those that I needed to and have heard back from both and while difficult we were able to work things out.  Also I finished...

what a crap day...i'm still an emotional wreck from yesterday plus started my day off with the dentist... actually sadly enough, the dentist was the highlight of the day...I actually didn't mind it...

I'm trying really hard to get back on track and do the right things....but I'm so all over the place like a rollercoaster emotionally that I'm having a hard time coping.  All my supports are on...