Ellocin

Well, I'm up super early today so trying to catch up on some things.  I've got over 600 emails to go through but one of them was an update from this site so I thought I'd better pop on over and...

Hey, long time, no see!   Things have changed quite a bit since my last entry.  I got kicked out of where I was living and had to spend a few weeks in shelters before being approved for an...

Feel today like I'm crashing.  I'm doing not so great things to keep myself distracted from the situation I'm in and am feeling like hurting myself.  I'm not only smoking cigarettes but now weed as...

So, so far none of the housing options have worked out.  Long wait lists, places filling up too fast, lack of options for someone not on Income Assistance.  I'm still living in the residential...

Well, I didn't get kicked out...and I won't...because I'm working on an exit plan so I will be moving again soon.  All the options I'm looking at are supportive housing but you get your own...

Well, I'm still at the residential centre but it won't be for long.  I'm on program contract which means I have to try extra hard to make it to programs or I get kicked out.  I haven't made it to...

Quick update...sorry I've not been reading and commenting on your entries.  I have limited computer access, had none at all for awhile. I'm out of the shelter system now but living in a residential...

made it the 6 months but slipped up...also been kicked out of the house that I had loved and all the people that were there....now I'm living in a women's shelter.  So that's how my new year started...

180 days, just barely.  It's very early on the 180th day but I know I'll get through.  I had a good talk yesterday with my landlords - they're youth pastors at my church and I find it quite helpful...

177 days!  Still lately I want to give in so bad...I think about it 24/7 and I'm just not sure how much longer I can go.

127 days! I've been thinking lately...and I think it's time for me to leave DailyStrength.  It's been a great place but it's now time to move on.  I'm going to miss the people that I've met...

112 days!  I made it past that rough day without giving in!  Things are settling down and I am feeling better about things.  I like it here...despite the things going on around us on the...

I can't get the new goal to update properly...it's 107 days...but I don't know if I'll make it to 108.  Am having a hard time. I'm not even settled in and I already want to move and/or just hide...

just an entry to register the new goal start date :)Goal >>>> 3 more mths SI free (no self injury)....that will put me back at 6 months by the end of 2010!

Been awhile again since I wrote.  I don't have internet access on my computer and so when I'm home am only using my roommates computer.  I don't really like spending too much time on it so I keep...