Still at my parents house.  Choose to go for a drive last night instead of going home.  I am going home today though if I have to walk to get there.  I need my space.   Took some pictures though so I will try to post them in the next few days.   My moods are wavering.  Right now I'm okay but I am starting to feel the effects of being here.  It's not healthy for me to be here for so long and so dependent and reliant on others when I don't have to be.   I'm trying to be helpful but I'm just having such a hard time that it's hard to do much of anything right now.  It's just so easy to let myself go when I'm here.  Don't get me wrong, I love my parents and we are getting along...but when I'm here it's just so easy to play the "child" role and that's not healthy when I'm perfectly capable of being an "adult".   Last night I logged into an online dating site that I signed up with like years ago.  I updated my profile and searched through my matches.  I don't really expect anything to come of any of them but I guess you never know.  It's in God's hands really.  But I didn't send a message to one guy who caught my eye.  We'll see if I hear anything back or not.  *shrugs* Well, I guess I should go.  I should grab a shower and go outside and enjoy some of the day.  The weather is beautiful today (t-shirt weather)....need to enjoy it while it lasts.  Thursday they are calling for chance of snow.  Blech.