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It was well after 8am when I finally fell asleep.  I think maybe I need to take my celexa earlier for awhile...I think the increased dose isn't helping the whole sleep thing.  I'm told it can keep...

i'm not feeling so good tonight...it's 4am and i'm still awake... i can't figure out if it's because i can't sleep or if i'm in one of those moods were i don't want to sleep...i just kind of feel...

Hey, forgot to give an update on life as I know it yesterday.    Feeling better yesterday and even had the energy to walk to my psychiatrist appointment (about 15 min)...downhill.  LOL.  As I...

THIS IS PRICELESS!!After being interviewed by the school administration, the teaching prospect   said, 'Let me see if I've got this right: 'You want me to go   into that room with all those...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4DOQ6Xhqss  This is the trailer to a video I watched yesterday.  Definitely worth watching and if you can get your hands on a copy of the video I would recommend...

So I did get the cleaning (bathroom, livingroom, and kitchen...including dishes) done and had breakfast but the whole sleep thing got put off.  There was just too much racket and I didn't feel all...

Uhmm....it's 8:15am and I STILL have NOT slept....and now there is a DJ, I think maybe a radio station, set up in the parking lot across the street blasting music through some great big speakers by...

I've been feeling like I'm being flooded with the depression stuff again.  Every time I start getting back on track I feel like I fall so much further behind.  Just last week everything was going...

feeling crummy and my sleep is off schedule....and i think time of the month is coming up... my head is pounding from crying so much tonight....just really struggling in so many ways...mostly...

Well, the jam session went well...but I was tired so I kind of spent half of the time laying in my room in the dark just listening to the music.  Then after I perked up a bit I decided to come into...

Didn't mean to up and leave for a few days without writing but I ended up on Saturday going to the beach and then spending the night at my parents.  Didn't take the computer with me for a change...

Yay!  Two months free from cutting!   I normally wouldn't mention it or think of it as a big deal but these two months have really tested me in this department and I have NOT given in.  God has...

i'm feeling kind of awful right now...i'm swinging around a lot I don't know if it's BPD that i have...but maybe it's all spiritual warfare...I don't know...either way it still sucks... I feel like...

So I didn't write everything yesterday but shortly after I woke up God directed me to Ephesians again.  I was asking where in Ephesians and He said you'll know.  And sure enough He brought me back...

I feel crummy today...physically and mentally. Slept a lot last night...didn't wake up until after 1pm this afternoon.  Woke up and feeling absolutely drained...it was all I could do to put the...