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Two entries from me back to back.  I wanted to keep the last one seperate from my main entries.   I'm still awake despite it being 3:30am...but I suppose that's not bad since I didn't wake up...

Please keep them in your prayers, good thoughts, etc...whatever it is you do.   My cousins boyfriend and his father are missing.  They are fishermen and their boat went missing early Tuesday...

Hmm...I thought I wrote in here yesterday.  I guess not.  Must've just been thinking I did. So mom and I went to the bridal shower.  There wasn't many people there but it went alright.  It was...

Doing alright.  I'm at my parents.  Yesterday was a lazy day...I find the energy is still low on the day following much activity.  So I curled up on the couch in my pj's and under a blanket and...

Not really sure what's with me.  I'm kind of feeling down tonight and I'm not tired enough to sleep.  It's 3am...I should be tired. Had an overall good day.  Was a bit annoying.  I've been...

Found this about Borderline Personality Disorder.  It was kind of interesting about some of the research they've done.  http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2007/12/071221094757.htm.   Didn't do...

Hmmm....wow, I'm tired today.  Haven't done much of anything.   Yesterday I got a message from my friend saying she was having a rough day so I went over and helped her out.  Helped her clean up...

Well, had a good day today.  Energy is holding up.  Finding myself overwhelmed with the energy and not knowing what to do so I end up stuck and do nothing.  But it's not from lack of energy. ...

Today I got up and went to church and it was an awesome service about Faith and about trusting in God. They talked about Moses and how he thought he was "just a man" and how can he do those things...

Okay, I know I'm sharing a lot of stuff that isn't mine...but this stuff touches me so me so much that I feel I just *have* to share it.  I hope someone out there finds it as encouraging as I do....

I got this off this (http://www.mattieonline.com/) website.  It speaks loudly to me and fits right in with what I wrote about yesterday.  We really shouldn't be judging or vengeful...which so many...

I need to write something here because it is something that is really been weighing on me lately.  It's about judgement...particularly judgement of other people.  I know I'm human but I know as a...

i refuse to say i'm feeling bad right now....i'm not giving into that place... i'm tired so hopefully sleep will soon come....the problem is that i'm also feeling anxious tonight...i'm blaming it on...

having a cranky pants day today...time of the month though so that explains it all yesterday was such a good day energy wise....i had an appoitnment, met up with a friend afterwards, had Dairy Queen...

Saw my psychiatrist today and she showed me the results of the bloodwork I had done last week.  It's nice of her to do that for me, otherwise I'd be waiting a few weeks yet.  Anyway, the counts are...