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 ... *sigh* i gave into the urges...to cut... nothing serious...only let myself do it once though i felt like doing it more...lots more... but still i'm disappointed that i gave in at...

Feeling better then I have been mentally speaking.  I didn't really sleep through the night but I did "nap"...and then slept this morning and woke up around 3pm.  So much better then the day...

So turned around now...I didn't fall asleep until noon today....and of course that just means I slept in later...so I didn't wake up until after 7pm.  I really need some human interaction soon.  I...

Not a whole lot to write at the moment.  I'm having a hard time fighting this depression that I think is from being stuck home with very little human interaction.  Trying so hard to stay positive...

Well another appointment done and still no real answers.  She did do more blood tests to rule out some things like measles, mumps, fifths disease, etc...and also to see what my immune status is to...

I try not to post 2 devotionals in one day, but this time I just can't help myself. Beyond "I'm Sorry"  June 18, 2008  Key Passage: Matthew 3:1-12  Topic: Obedience/Discipleship; Holiness ...

Yup, I'm sharing another devotional.  If you don't like it too bad.  You don't have to read.  My regular journal entry will be below the devotional as usual. An Invitation To Friendship READ:...

So...the update... Unknown virus of somesort-or-other....stay away from people (specifically babies, children, and pregnant ladies) because it's likely contagious.  By the way...the walk to the...

Yes another devotional, followed by my regular entry below.    Captain Thunderbolt READ: 2 Corinthians 11:3-4,12-15 Satan himself transforms himself into an angel of light. —2 Corinthians...

Well I've discovered benedryl is good for something.  Wowie did that ever knock me out yesterday.  Didn't take away the itchy and pin prickly feeling but made me so sleepy and groggy that I didn't...

Okay...I'm just weee bit frustrated/annoyed right now.  I finally decided to call the medical clinics to see if I can see a doctor.  Mine is not opened on Sundays....so I tried the walk-in clinic...

Yay, thankfully I got a regular normal hours sleep last night thanks to the oxazaepam.  However, woke up itchy this morning so didn't end up going to church.  This rash looks better....until I get...

Well I tried to write an entry yesterday but it got erased before I had a chance to save it.   Didn't do a whole lot yesterday.  Had an appointment with my occupational therapist and that went...

Hey don't forget to check my previous journal entry for a link to a great cartoon, it only will take a few seconds to read and the message is a good one.  Anyway, just read a devotional that I had...

I tried to post something in my journal here but it wouldn't show up properly so I put it on a webpage (http://tinkergirlsb.piczo.com/perspective?cr=2&linkvar=000044).  Hopefully that will work. ...