Ellocin

just because i don't have my planner nearby (where I usually write this info) 11:49pm 138 SYS/96 DIA pulse..72 11:51pm 136/92 pulse...69 Okay...I'm okay...breath.  Nope...that hurts my head...

Something really doesn't feel right and i'm honestly kind of scared...the weird movements and i feel all spacy and out of it...and shaky and jittery...i don't know.  I'm sure I'll be okay...I'm...

I'm feeling really weird.  I think it's the luvox but I'm not sure.  I feel like I'm floating when I'm moving, and when I'm sitting I feel like I'm moving or everything around me is moving.  There...

At home in the city.  Not much to say...but I'm home.  Need to make my bed and unpack.  Lots to do!  And I'm not feeling very good today physically.  From  my head to my toes feels weird. ...

Yup...still at my parents.  Might see if I can get a ride back to my place tonight and just leave everything here and come back on the weekend or something.  Just so I can have a day or two...

Ughhh...I'm still at my parents house because it's taking me forever to get laundry done.  I just don't really have the motivation to be doing it...but I know the sooner I do the laundry the sooner...

Medical Breakthrough Prescribed by the Great Physician ...

I think being at my parents and all the chaos of the last few days hit me tonight.  I ended up giving in to the urges to burn on day 14...will try again.  Maybe make it a goal for the new year...I...

I can't sleep so I'm going through my emails and sharing some of the nice happy inspiring websites and stories.  :)  THE LORD'S BASEBALL GAME          Freddy and the Lord stood by to observe a...

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http://www.hall4bc04.org/Storm.htm Christmas ended up going well...there were a few moments of anxiety and depression but nothing major, I felt a lot better then I expected to the last few days and...

been busy but doing okay...finally slept the other day and had a really hard time yesterday getting outta bed...thanks a lot depression...but finally answered my phone and accepted my mom's offer to...

I'm not getting real far in terms of getting things accomplished.  I did manage to get all the Christmas cards finished that are getting done...and started on the wrapping.  Started.  I've wrapped...

i slept in majorly today...it's partially my fault though...i just couldn't get tired...and the sleep meds weren't doing it...so after waiting for hours for them to kick in with no luck I took an...

Feeling like a grinch this year...just wanting to postpone Christmas for a bit.  I hate feeling this way and it's so hard to get motivated to do anything.  So then I start the cycle of feeling bad...