I made it to an actual morning service at church for Easter...so happy!  I've been struggling to get to a morning service for a long time and was determined...then Saturday happened, a total spiritual attack...the worst day I had in A LONG TIME that almost made it so I wouldn't be able to physically go to the service.  But Saturday night, shortly before bed I realized it was attacks from the enemy and decided I was gonna kick some devil butt and get up and go to church!  haha, take that!  And I did. 
 
I really do like this church I started going to.  I still can't seem to relax and let go of my anxieties and human insecurities (what will they think of me if....blah blah blah).  But I'm trying and asking God for His help.
 
God really is doing a lot of work in my life right now and while I still feel a bit hard-hearted I know He's working on it...and I want that. 
 
I'm planning to go Thursday and/or Friday night to listen to a guest speaker they are having in.  I think it's going to be amazing.  Look up Faytene Kryskow on youtube...she's really a wonderful woman of God. 
 
I'm having a lot of issues with pressure in my head...feeling like it's caving in from the physical pressure.  I had been blaming sinus' which I think is part of it but not all.  I think TMJ is partly to blame as well because a lot of it is lower jaw pressure/pain.  And I am suppose to wear a bite plate...but it doesn't fit right anymore.  So I'm just praying for relief from the pressure.  I don't like taking pain killers all the time if I can help it.
 
Anyway...I'm really sleepy and just kinda having a low key day relaxing and  listening to worship and praise music and messages of God from various speakers...and on little bursts of energy managing to get some things accomplished.
 
Thought it was about time I updated though.  :)