been doing okay....tired now but for one reason or another i'm fighting sleep....even with the sleep meds.....i think it's because i finally have a day that doesn't matter if i sleep...no plans.  Been keeping so busy and hanging with friends and getting out and spending way more money then I should be but did I mention I've been having fun.  :)  My friend Becca stayed over last night and we got up bright an early because she needed help getting to a certain area of the city and i knew how to get there....just mean i had to get outta bed....lol.
 
I got new mattress set for free through a program that Mattress Mart has.  My psychiatrist found out about it and set it up for me.  Tonight is only my second night on it but i can already tell it's an improvement over the other one I had. 
 
I've started doing an inner healing ministry course through a lady i met at church.  I've only been twice so far and it's been hard but good. 
 
Meeting so many people and trying to go on and live for God but to be honest....i'm selfish and keep living for me. 
 
I'm tired though....should maybe stop fighting the meds and actually sleep.  It would probably do me good.