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Things are really really messed up here right now.  My roommate and I are having a lot of troubles with each other right now and are at least in agreeance that we shouldn't be sharing an apartment...

Things are a little rough the last bit.  I don't know if it's side effects of the H1N1 shot or what.  Both that shot and the regular flu shot seem to make me extra cranky and irritable.  Or maybe...

Doing okay.  Still not feeling as good as I had a while back though.   My roommate has had the flu (probably H1N1 since apparently the regular seasonal flu hasn't been seen here yet) so I've been...

I'm not doing well at all.  I can feel the depression pushing in on all sides of me trying to drown me and I'm getting too tired to fight it.   Last night I blew up for no reason.  I got so angry...

Good news.  Today was an overall good day.  :) I got a letter from the Hematology clinic and I've got an appointment for December 11 of this year....so I'm happy...considering the last letter said...

What a day...lol. Last night I decided I wasn't sleeping in my uncomfortable bed so I pulled the foam off the top along with my sheets and slept on the floor....it didn't really help any except that...

I love this that I got in an email...I'll write an entry below it.  "I'm A Little Tea Cup...." Love  this story or not, you might not be able to have tea in a tea cup again without  thinking of...

Feeling a little better then last night but sad for different reasons.  Sleep actually wasn't too much of an issue last night...thankfully.  Found out today though from my family doctor that I...

I'm starting to have a bit of a hard time lately.  It started just at night not being able to stop the depressing thoughts when I try to sleep the last few nights.  Then last night I was so tired I...

regular entry below. BEAUTIFUL CHRISTIAN SISTER by Maya Angelou 'A woman's heart should be so hidden in Christ that a man should have to seek Him first to find her.' When I say... 'I am a...

The Pains of Labour Monday, September 14, 2009     The discomfort of early labour hoodwinked this first time Mom into thinking, “Well, this isn’t so bad.  The woman screaming on the...

Just wanted to say it was a much better day.  I should've updated earlier so this would show up on the right day but oh well...it's 1:20am and I haven't gone to bedn yet.  My appointment went super...

Having a rough day with unusual anxiety for me.  I think it's just hormonal pms-y kinda stuff...plus the fact nothing seems to be going right for me today.  Okay sure, some things are.  I got some...

Doing alright.  Most days doing good but having the occassional off day.  One day actually really caught me off guard and I found myself having the urge to cut but fought it off.   Tonight I'm a...