ColleenF

I had a wonderful dream about Jeff last night. He was showing me what he looks like in Heavan. BEAUTIFUL!!!I bought the SoftPaws today to glue to my cat's claws so they will not tear up their foster...

I don't know if I want my step son to move in. I don't know if I want his girlfriend here. I don't know if I want to live with a baby again. I don''t knowif I will like these peopke or ifthey will...

I spent the day with my sons and was so very happy until I kept getting signs from Jeff. It really dragged me down. What the hell is wrong with me? It should have been a happy day. Am I still capable...

I am shrinking! I'm really doing it! 30lbs now!!!!!

To the person who wrote the mean email to Barbara. I do not know who you are so if you are on my friends list please remove yourself from it. Please just disappear from my life. I have been thinking...

Tonight as we pulled into the carport Jeff's funeral song came on the radio. I sat with my eyes closed, tears rolling down my face and my husband held my hand. I pulled up good memories of Jeff. It...

Today I am forcing myself to write. I'd rather go back  to bed where Ive been for too long. I want my son to come home. I can't think at work, I can't seem to do anything but glare at my computer...

Life is good for me right now. I love my life, I love my family and I love my job. What else can you ask for? I'm going to Prescott to my mom's house for the weekend. Yeah!

Today is the last day of the diet. The official weight loss is 24lbs. Tomorrow I will go back to the 1500 calorie diet for3 weeks, then back on the drops. I have to say... with the exception of...

Today we are losing a family dog. His name is Bubba and is probably being put down as I write this. God bless Bubba. His mate, Ayla, died about two months ago. They were 13 & 14 years old and we...

I'M GOING TO GEORGIA!!!!! My stepson, who lives in Georgia is getting married and my sister-in-law who works for American Airlines is getting us a killer deal on tickets. We don't have a date yet...

All I really have to say today is...twenty one pounds!!!

It's official, I am shrinking. I am on day 12 of my diet and I have lost 16lbs so far. Living on 500 calories is very difficult. No cheating is killing me. I have promised myself that I will give...

I know better than this. No good can ever come of it but here I sit at 11:11pm. I should be in bed but I'm just sitting here thinking the "what ifs." What if I had sat the doctors down when I felt...

THIRTEEN POUNDS!!!I carry a large lunch bag/cooler everywhere I go. I live in the desert and it is ho here, I need water and I cannot eat out anymore so I have my whole day worth of food in it. In...