Tomorrow marks the 3rd year anniversary of losing a very close in a very traumatic way. It has been hitting me hard all day. I over slept, was two hours late to work, my cousin who I help take care of stayed home from school yesterday and so we had to make up some homework today. I also took both cousins, a 13 and an 11 yr old boy to Colorado on vacation last week. I just moved down here to be closer to this part of the family in December and did not know the boys as well as I do now, thanks to the trip. I have gotten really attached to them. They have it rough, a lot like I did growing up. So my emotions are a little raw. I just thought I would be further along in life by now.