2-4-08For the first time in almost a year I feel normal.  It is like waking from a dream.  I cannot believe what has occured.  I know it must be my depression.  It is also making me feel the "oh-crap-what-have-I-done" feelings.  It seems like so much of it isn't real.  I am getting through though.  I have to take it slow and be easy on myself.  I am writing in my journal more often now and am trying to work on my writing.