I am .... (fill in the blank when I have the right word)! I moved to Texas for family, job and education. I applied for a job back in October, two months before I moved here. It is a great job, one I would soooooooo LOVE. But I have been in Texas with my Aunt, Uncle and two cousins and four second cousins. The one with ADHD has just fallen in love with me like I am the father he never had. We all have become so close in such a short amount of time. The job would mean being away for up to two weeks and back home 4 or more days. I so want the job, but I don’t want to leave the family. $%)#&%)&%)(&%)@%&)!@%&!)@%&!)&$)~$&)%&)%&)%^%^)(&)%&)^&()!@! (Sorry about the cussing) I am still recovering from depression. The job I have now is only part time and doesn’t pay enough anyway. But I don’t want to uproot again. But I want a better job and it just doesn’t exist here. Does anyone have any advice. I did go to the doctor again today, they finally diagnoised me with bronchitis and gave me some meds.  I did not go to work today which will hurt the wallet.  Hopefully I feel better soon.