haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
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I don't want to talk about it because I don't know what to say. I just want to tell someone that I'm sad. I'm not okay. Anxiety, sleep, everything is just not... not fucking okay.fix me. save...
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When I look in the mirror I don't like what I see. I see this useless shell encasing something wonderful. There's a girl under there whose body only enhances her talent. A stunning voice and a way...
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Today was just a bad day... I don't really know why. Maybe I was just tired. But when I got to choir we had an adjudicator come in and work with us before state on the 6th. My throat was dry...
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I can see the difference now, my tummy is getting flatter. My arms still gross me out, but I'll just do more push ups and stuff. YAY(:
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I don't know why it took seeing you in that pretend car crash to really realize how much I miss you; who you used to be. You're not the same that you used to be. You're not the cute boy I met in...
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Today we had an assembly where there was a reenactment of a car crash. My best friend and a few of my other good friends were in it. I saw my best friend covered in blood, inches from death. She...
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Have a girl crush. :DD But the problem is, she doesn't know me and I don't know her. She's probobly straight as a straight edged sword and the chance that we would ever even talk is like one in...
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You were beautiful once, remember Mae? I think you were too little to really remember it. You were about six. After that everything went sour. You hurt yourself and you ate too much and look...
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During rehearsal we were doing choreography the entire time in front of a mirror. I litterally threw up I was so disgusted with myself. I threw up whatever was in my system and since then I have...
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I'm not as pretty as I could be. Not as beautiful as I should be.I laugh too loud and my nose crinkles up when I do.My thighs are disgusting. Scarred and fat.The dark circles under my eyes can't even...
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It's been a loooooooooooonng time, haha. Everything changed and now it's almost exactly the same. I'm just more tired this time around. I don't love anybody really anymore. I don't even care...
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This has been THEE worst and LONGEST week of my life... So, first I lost my best friend for always and forever and one of my really close friends is moving to Portland to be with her abusive...
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I have my first professional audition this Saturday.! It's for a talent agency called 'The' but it's pronounced 'Tae'... I don't know why.. :p I doubt I'll get anything, but it'll be a great learning...
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Hurt me. Touch me lightly. Sing to me. Speak to me. Make love to me. Fuck me like a whore. Rape me. Tell me I'm beautiful. Spit in my face. Call me a liar. Say I'm worthless. Buy me a necklace. Make...
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I lost a pound. But when you're under nose-bleed stress and your wrists are bruised from rubber bands it's kind of hard to be happy about anything.. At least I've got Jesa... I don't know where I'd...
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