haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
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I tried to flush the pills, but I couldn't do it. I got taken off of them so my supply has offically run out. These are the last ones I have. I can't get rid of them just yet. I want to get rid...
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I just love choir, so much
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When I had a body I was at least kind of proud of.Just one of the many words that I carved into my skin.Old cutting picture.Another old cut. I can still see this one.The morning after the worst night...
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I don't like way my dad looks at me. He just... Stares. There is no reason. I'll just walk by and out of the corner of my eye I can see him just staring. It makes me feel so uneasy. And I...
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I went out yesterday for the first time in a long time. My best friend, her boyfriend and another one of our pals went to sushi then a football game. I was laughing and joking but honestly, I...
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Guess who missed school, again. I am so sick of this... I missed my first singing quiz in choir, which is like vitally important. And I missed rehearsal. The one thing that makes everything...
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My art, my words, my voice, my face will all carry on. Long after my body has been turned into ash and poured into the ocean, I will live on through those just as lost as I am today. One day I...
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It didn't go as I had planed. My mom lied and overexaturated everything, like she always does. But I got taken off all of my medication and put on a different drug. I was really pissed at first,...
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Woke up crying.The feeling still hasn't subsided.I had a dream about him.It was so vivid.In the dream, I couldn't breathe. I had to leave him.Everything has hurt since then.
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I made an appointment with my medication specialist for this Wednesday.
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There was no school today so I got to sleep in, catch up on my shows and stay in my pajamas(: But tonight there is a football game and a dance that my best friend really wants me to go to. She...
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I took three of my ADD meds. I feel like I can do anything, which I know is a bad thing. I didn't wake up yesterday and this is the only way I can get up in the morning. I am not trying to...
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It's not always the same people or places, but the same thing always happens. Someone rapes me and Bobby is the first and sometimes only person I tell. Sometimes he cares, other times he...
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I don't feel okay. It's deffinately due to me not taking my meds. But I decided that I will start taking them once I get my prescription for lemectail filled. My doctor has yet to return the...
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My best friend is asleep in bed next to me. She's had a hard day. It's not my place to say what happened, but I will say that she didn't deserve it. All 17 years of it. I am going to talk to...
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