Placing an order

Munching percs down like a mad woman and craving my white lines.  I believe they will be in my house tomorrow evening and  I'm very happy about it.  H told me to 4 get about it the last time I asked him if I could get some.  But then, I heard a message on the phone that said if my H wanted to place an order of what they talked about the other night, he would have to let him know.  I am assuming at this point that I get to sniff and with his knowlegewhich makes me very happy.  It sucks that I need all this stuff to make me feel good.  The percs help me so that I can function and the lines, well, i dont need them, they are just for fun but they definitely do offer me relief from the emotional pain that i continue to have.  Not to justify this but i needed to vent and I am feeling a little bit sorry for myself.  Sad that im so psyched about the lines.  Thanks for the comments. You rock and rule!!!