I'd try and get into see your doc ASAP.. It sounds like you need a med tweak..
If you have to be off sick your doctor can give you a note..
I'd let his office know that you're in a bad way and really need to get in to see him/her
I think it's much better to take a sick day or two then not be able to handle work when you're there
Do you have a prn to take??.. If I'm unwell sometimes I take a little extra Seroquel and it helps me
Sorry you're struggling so much.. Great big hug of comfort for you..x

I'm really sorry to hear you are having such a time of it....Any chance you could take a sick day and see if you could get a medication change and clock a few hours of shut eye? Everything sounds really hard and it sounds like YOU should be #! on the Priority List not last. I'm so sorry to hear how much you hurt...BIG HUGS!!! Anything you have make you feel better??? Do it!

I hope you can see your pdoc soon. Hoping your employer is understanding of your situation. I feel terrible you hurt so much.

Thank you for your support. I couldn't get off work and I'm near delirious from not eating for two days. I should be able to see a doctor soon.

Hi. I agree that it would be good to talk to your doc ASAP. If that doesn't work, can you contact the crisis center? Please take care of yourself. It stinks to feel so horrible! Best wishes

charming, i have been feeling this same way for the last few days. I did find that restful sleep helps to rejuvenate and make u feel like a different person. Try to do little things to take care of yourself, like eat, drink, snacks, etc. Definitely being closely monitored during this time will help...do u go to therapy? i am a cutter too, havent in many years, but still feel the urge. Feel free to message me if you'd like...sounds like we have a lot of things in common, maybe we could support each other.

Please get help, I was in this state, and my fianc used it to have me committed. She then cleaned out my house, bank account, and soul. I gave her the way, by destroying things in my home. I had been awake for days, not eating, obsessing, we had broken up, and I was giving her time to find a home. I later find out, she was a pro at scamming, and a true sociopath. It does not help the hurt much, but maybe God was looking after me.