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- The last week or two has been interesting. My grandfather is on his deathbed with liver cancer, I have to spend a week at an independent living camp without my music because no electronics there. And so obviously no mp3. My music is my coping skill,...
- As the title says. I've worried myself to where I want to cut. I doubt I'll have a way to. But in there being the want is a problem. And it's because I'm almost 18 and have nowhere to go... My family won't take me.. and I mean anybody in my family.....
- I need to talk one on one with someone please if possible. I'm upset, in really overwhelmed, and as much as I hate to say it, my suicidal thoughts are nice and up there...
- so, I had this random 'episode' of depression tonight. And as usual, my mind went to stuff like ripping my own skin apart... And purposely breaking my own fingers and bones... And I don't want to.. and it scares me that my mind goes there... I...
- So, I'm more or less at peace with being gay now, and my YouTube channel has had a lot of attention lately :) just last night I did a reaction video on a song and I woke up to 260 views. And today throughout my 9 videos I've dropped today, I've...
- So, I hate to go this far, but I'm at a point where I don't who or WHAT I am for that matter. I like guys, but in liking guys, it's lead me to nothing but being kick out of my home by my family, a good two years in group homes, foster homes and...
- So, I hate to go this far, but I'm at a point where I don't who or WHAT I am for that matter. I like guys, but in liking guys, it's lead me to nothing but being kick out of my home by my family, a good two years in group homes, foster homes and...
- So. After a long time im finally doing awesome! My cousin is going to let me live with her and her family!!! Im so happy
- I need help. Im not used to this peace. I cant take it. Im going insane.. this happiness isn't me.what's going on with me. I need the hurt and pain and cutting and blood to function, i need the constant mental battle with my grandmother. I need the...
- So, ive been gay for awhile, but i really want to start getting involved with being gay, start living it instead of just saying it ya know? But i need to do so without drawing attention to myself at home. Because im in a group home and they arent...
- So.. Ive spent the last few days days listening to threats from my grandmother and being sent to a hospital and so much other because im gay and she cant accept that... So what i am a teenager. Ofc ill make dumb decisions. Ofc i have a sexual...
- I have this unending sadness... And i absolutely hate it... I know thats a little blunt. But im just so tired of everything .... I miss the person i love.... And its killing me not having him around... I dont have anyone... Nobody cares... And in...
- So. I've called myself bi for about two years . But as time has gone by. Ive slowly become 100% gay. Im in a lot of stress right now. Being litterally on the road to move back to the state i grew up in. While Ive been in the state I've been living...
- So, my girlfriend who I've dated for only two days now, I'm anxious about how things are going with her because our conversations can't last 10 minutes without her saying something about sex, and having recently gotten out of a relationship where...
- So, I looked into the mlitary program my abusive grandmother wants to try to apply me for. And, at first I thought "oh hell no" because they want to cut my hair. And my hair is just... mine.. then I thought that the hell was I considering it about,...