Hey if you ever need to talk, just message me. I'm here for you. I'd recommend talking to your parents, school counselors, teachers (if you are comfortable), or calling/texting one of the hotlines. The way I got to this was by using one, and they can really help you. Choose someone that you know will support you, I mean you can talk to a random stranger, but that might be kind of awkward : )
If you need advice, I would go to these sources. I am here, however I'm definitely not an expert or even close, so it may not help as much. Just remember: You can do this!

At first, when I emailed someone at my school, I was petrified that I wouldn't be supported, that they would tell me to brush it off. What you need to know: they don't. She helped me quite a lot, and if I hadn't reached out it really could have gone sideways. You can do this, we believe in you.

Have a great day, and I hope everything gets better for you.
Furbydoggo

I'm due you could message any one of us and we would gladly be there for you. Furbydoggo is very sweet and from the little i know of her is very caring. I think allot of us have that quality as well. Don't be afraid to reach out to any of us. As she suggested as well finding a counselor for professional advice is best but some of us will do what we can to help you how we can

Feel free to reach out and message me. I’ve been where you are emotionally countless times.

Im here if you need to talk.

See? You have lots of support with us☺

Thank you all, an I definitely will.