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• Bereavement
  

  I miss him so much..

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: WanderingVet 08/28/2017

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  As the days go on and I have to adjust to live without the love of my life.. It does not feel like it gets any easier. I still reread our text messages, rewatch our videos and listen to the videos of him singing.. what a beautiful voice he had and I would give my entire world to hear him sing to me again. On the morning of June 10, my life changed forever. Heading home from visiting my boyfriends best friend.. I dozed off at the wheel as my boyfriend and roommate were asleep and veered off the...

• Widows & Widowers
  

  I just want to hear his voice again..

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: Lielie 08/25/2017

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  As the days go on and I have to adjust to live without the love of my life.. It does not feel like it gets any easier. I still reread our text messages, rewatch our videos and listen to the videos of him singing.. what a beautiful voice he had and I would give my entire world to hear him sing to me again. On the morning of June 10, my life changed forever. Heading home from visiting my boyfriends best friend.. I dozed off at the wheel as my boyfriend and roommate were asleep and veered off the...

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  Posted: 08/24/2017

  kurt liked the discussion Late Summer Open Letter To My Beloved.

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  Posted: 08/21/2017

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  Lost

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: Kateydid123 08/22/2017

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  Today makes exaclty 10 weeks since I lost the love of my life in a tragic car accident. It has been the worst time of my life and it just feels so hard trying to keep going. It doesnt make sense. We were supposed to get married soon, move to a new city, buy a house, and start life together. Going from him coming into town to be my date to a coworkers wedding to withdrawing life support on him all within 36 hours is too much for me to process. I feel like I have a good support system but noone...

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  Posted: 08/21/2017

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• Bereavement
  

  Just wanna give up

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 08/13/2017

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  Its officially been two months since I lost the love of my life... The days have gotten worse and I just feel like I want to give up. Life just feels so purposeless without him. I cant do this

• Bereavement
  

  This is hard.

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: Angelvegan14 07/29/2017

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  It's been up and down emotionally.. I couldnt get out of bed.. I couldnt sleep.. I just dont want to do this anymore. My life went from absolutely perfect with the best boyfriend ever to painful in a matter of hours after the accident. Everything just seems so purposeless without him. Its been over a month and a half and I feel like the feelings are just getting worse. My heart is constantly heavy.. Trying to hold it together at work is difficult. My birthday is next week and I just feel so...

• Widows & Widowers
  

  This is hard..

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: luckydaughter 07/28/2017

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  It's been up and down emotionally.. I couldnt get out of bed.. I couldnt sleep.. I just dont want to do this anymore. My life went from absolutely perfect with the best boyfriend ever to painful in a matter of hours after the accident. Everything just seems so purposeless without him. Its been over a month and a half and I feel like the feelings are just getting worse. My heart is constantly heavy.. Trying to hold it together at work is difficult. My birthday is next week and I just feel so...

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  This is hard

  Posted by: kurt

  Posted: 07/28/2017

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  It's been up and down emotionally.. I couldnt get out of bed.. I couldnt sleep.. I just dont want to do this anymore. My life went from absolutely perfect with the best boyfriend ever to painful in a matter of hours after the accident. Everything just seems so purposeless without him. Its been over a month and a half and I feel like the feelings are just getting worse. My heart is constantly heavy.. Trying to hold it together at work is difficult. My birthday is next week and I just feel so...

• Widows & Widowers
  

  I lost my everything...

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: Sophia2002 07/25/2017

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  About a month and a half ago my whole world got flipped upside down. I lost my boyfriend in a car accident where I was the driver. He came in to town to go with me to a wedding the next day. That night we went to visit his best friend who had flew into a city closeby for the weekend. We both talked about how long of a week we had and how tired we were however my boyfriend really wanted to see his best friend so me, my boyfriend and roommate went to see him. After we met up with him had dinner...

• Bereavement
  

  I lost my everything....

  Posted by: kurt

  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 07/18/2017

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  About a month and a half ago my whole world got flipped upside down. I lost my boyfriend in a car accident where I was the driver. He came in to town to go with me to a wedding the next day. That night we went to visit his best friend who had flew into a city closeby for the weekend. We both talked about how long of a week we had and how tired we were however my boyfriend really wanted to see his best friend so me, my boyfriend and roommate went to see him. After we met up with him had dinner...