i understand how you feel. my greatest love died when we were young. we were engaged. he died of a rare type of cancer when he was in his twenties. you can do this. over time you never forget, but you do get on with life. it's going to be ok.

I totally understand! I just lost the love of my life June 27, 2017. It is hard but God is my strength. I started going to a group called grief share. It is a place where other people have lost someone. We watch a video, talk about our struggles, there is a work book we work in through the week, and we pray. You might see if there is one near you. It may help.

I lost my husband of 31 years a month ago. I feel so lost but I want to go on for my kids. Think about others that need you and maybe that will help. I know my husband would have wanted me to stay strong.

Big hug of comfort Kurt.....I am so very sorry for your loss and the pain that you're in .... I've not lost a life partner but I have lost my birth family so I understand grief but not the loss that you've had

I agree that a RL support group might help you a great deal.... Grief can trigger a depression so you might want to see your family doctor as well

It's a process and is going to take time...... I found that some things do change us and our lives however life does get better over time and go on..... ..

In the beginning we often only think about the pain and the loss..... as time goes on we can think of our loved one and smile again at wonderful memories but that doesn't happen for a while

We have a really good group on here called Widows and Widowers... . It's for people who have lost their life partner.... People are in various stages of healing in the group.... I'll put up a link

Gentle hug and a blessing......xo

https://www.dailystrength.org/group/widows-widowers