i was so looking 4wa rd 2 fucking 2nite.  i wasnt terribly aroused all daybut @ bedtime i could feel him inside me, but i wanted him really inside me. i wanted him 2 share.  emotionally.  he wasnt withdrawn but tired.  so hes sleepn.  he hasnt bn sleepn well so im glad 4 him.  maybe the session  gave him some peace.  im still scared and lotsa other  stuff.  i have aninterview 2morrow & i dont know what 2 do w/myhair  i got rid of the weave and now this straight hair and bald spot.  dont know what 2 do with it.  tempted 2 get a wig that i can put on and take off. or just cut it off and start over.  i like the way it feels but not how it looks.