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my necks soreim yawningits hard 4 me 2 sleep w himcause i used 2 want 2 b near him and snuggle or maybe think about having sex or kissingand now i dont feel totally comfortablei sometimes dont fl i...

thinkin about taking pole dancing classthought about it a while ago but then i got busy h thought that id go back 2 trad african dance.  did it yrs ago.  whats he want me 2 go back 2 i used 2 b? ...

 i have already decided 2 change my hair.  im looking at some old photos of myself.  there was this song that kept replaying in my mind.  well the start.  its so funny how a song can so...

im trying to look at the infidelity logically.  i want 2 know why so that it wont happen again.  im trying 2 lead him in figuring out what he got from the outside relationship that he did not get...

im bothered. i had a dream or vision that my h was in my pastors office having sex w/her. it was disturbing, but i knew it was not true. i told my h about it.  since it nvr occurred 2 me 2 thnk  he...

changing ur hair is typical of women whove bn cheated on.  what phase of grief is that?

i nd 2 c someone else inthe mirror. logic tells me that its not my fault,but i just want a change.  i must admit.  i dont care about being attractive 2 h,but i do care about being attractive 2...

been lookn @ h facebook, and emails.  everything has a  dif connotation now that i know hes been lying.  this so sucks.  this whole situation sucks.  i doubt if he loves me.  i wonder where hes...

i checked my husbands phone and i found some unexpected messages.  it seems that he had or is having an affair.  and w/ someone i know.  i cant believe it.  i dont know how 2 feel or what 2 do. ...

not sure how it went. i dont feel like i shined.  i was professional, but they didnt ask me anything.  i was late for the interview but i did call.  im not sure what was going on.  i wonder if i...

im anxious about losing weight or not. im drinking slimfast. im ok.  im not feeling exessively hungry.  im still following weightwatchers.  i havent been exercising.  did go out w/kids with bikes...

been eating a lot. gained some weight.  cant seem 2 keep everything straight at one time.  money better.  school well. not working.  have interview. this time of yr i tend to eat more and become...

children had a great time.  i had fun watching them.  we put up the tree 2day.  ive been so beat.  been putting it off.  so we finally put it up 2day.  looks nice.  2 small. i think next year...

almost done reading itexcellentsadbut she eventually  made a turnmay all those trying to escape pain through addiction make a turnamen

i got my grades.  i got a c+ and a-.  i was disappointed about the c.  i thought i was leaning more toward a b.  but the a was a surprise b/c i thought i was leaning 2 a b in that class.  so i...