naimalove

food is my lover.  it loves me in a way that nothing else does.  not even God.  sorry Lord.  i dont know what it is.  it comforts me so thoroughly.  better than a man.  better than God. ...

he says they are friends and he wont let her go.  he tries 2 comfort by saying that they are growing apart.  wtf? this is unacceptable.  i feel devalued.  a doormat.  i actually asked him 2...

how can i interact with my husband knowing that hes still in contact with his mistress and will prob with time if hes not already begin actively cheating one me.  but the fact that i am grieved by...

why does God want me 2 remain in this marriage?  he wont even tell me that hell stop contact with his mistress  how cldnt that hurt anyone?  and yet his words mean nothing.  why do i have 2 b...

husband just won't let this chick go.  he just cant b honest.  he can easily lie 2 me and i can not tell when hes being honest or when hes lying.  found out that hes been calling her and of course...

im back on ww.  i tried using another website 2 kp track of my eating but its not quite as user friendly a tool.  i realize that the deliverance from gluttany comes from God and ww is only a...

its 2:55 am.  his phone is dead or turned off.  he got off work @ 11:45 pm.  he sent a message @ 12:10 am.  i havent heard anything since and the ride home shd take approx 1 hr.  i dressd up and...

i think i may b depressed.  the house is getting a lil out of hand.  irritates me when i do get up the energy 2 clean no one keeps it clean.  they mess it up with haste and ease.  im glad the...

i feel blah 2day.  its raining and gloomy.  car acting funny.  if i cld stay in bed all day it wld b welcome.

we went 2 the nj aquarium. hus me & kids. had a gd time but it was just funny. I wasn't sure if this wld last. I tk pics of him with kids b/c he won't b living with them. he didn't come in til 5am....

here i am awake again.  having learned that my husband has lied again and basically never stopped lying.  Lord, y is this my life?  im in so much pain i am becoming numb.  but no peace can i...

went 2 my home church 2day.  the feeling was gd.  i enjoyed myself.  hubby looked very gd i his robe and in the pulpit.  i did not have the resentment that i had prev had regarding him being...

went 2 couples counseling. husband sd that he does not want a divorce.  he is not sure of many things but he is sure that he does want 2 stay married and that he does not want a divorce.  its big 2...

2morrow is my photo shoot.  im having pics taken 2 put on my website and biz cardsim very excited.  i am truly learning the art of networking and feeling the benefit of it.  the barter system is...

ive bn married 7 years.  i love and desire my husband.  his desire 4 sex has lessoned since our first few yrs of marriage.  i had accepted this.  i did not like it but accepted it.  then found...