pole dancing

thinkin about taking pole dancing classthought about it a while ago but then i got busy h thought that id go back 2 trad african dance.  did it yrs ago.  whats he want me 2 go back 2 i used 2 b?  can't b done.  can only grow 2  another placecant go back lookn @ old pics of mehow i once was....im jealous of "her"she was single.  she would have bn jealous of me, but she didnt know how lonely even being in a marriage can beshe didn't know that u can love someone and still have them love someone else 2 right now im attending 2 myselfi guess i dont often do itperhaps out of fatigueout of laziness?i searched for a song ive bn wanting 2 hear all dayi found it yayand its as satidfying as taking a drinkmusic is powerful 4 me and me writing right nowhavent bn doin that eitheri have lit some candlesim very pleased w/myself right now h sickhes throwin a damper on me right now i was sickprob still am actuallybut i feel some better