naimalove

it irritates me.  annoys me that just b/c someone is related 2 u by marriage, they fl they have the right 2 tell u about anything they think is wrong.  doesnt fl lk its from a place of love...just...

i bought an elliptical.  im still puting it 2gether.  the pin is 2 big 4 the hole.  the machine is 2 heavy.  i dont wanna send it back.  so im using my drill 2 make the whole wider. im really...

i fl so alone.  ive got this great big stomach.  im frumpy,not sexy.  i have little interest in sex.  i fl like theres a divide bet my hus & i.  i want him 2 come 2 bed, but he doesnt "woo" me...

i dont get my husband at all.  i spent hours cleaning the living room. its bn really junky 4 a while.  so i stay up 2 clean & he comes in from work & quickly drops 2 bags of bottled water in front...

threw a tantrum yday.  didnt go 2 choir rehearsal or library sale.  choir was not great 2day.  drummer missing again.  felt like id let them down. there is no balance in my life. hus preached...

i ordered an elliptical machine from an infomercial.  i havent bn able 2 get 2 the y.  and i am determined 2 get in shape & stay that way.  im trying 2 make it as easier.  im starting 2 fl like...

i feel so defeated. my husband just told me that he gave up his dream 2 have a fam.  i didnt think it was either or.  i fl sodisconnected.  i dont even know what my dream is...so  im floundering...

why is my son crying?  its bedtime.  i know hes tired.....i surely am.  and hes justa cryin.  and now  hes down here w/me cause he dediced 2 get up & come downstairs....

went 2 a great book sale @ a local library in another neighborhood. nice way 2 c more of the city. and the people were really nice.  i enjoyed looking through the books.  i found some that i liked...

i have strep.  bn so sick all wk. felt tired but ok on monday & bn a mess  since then.  was able 2 go 2 the dr yday & got much needed meds.  baby has a rash. hus is sick 2...strep.  middle gurl...

im so tired.  im home w/the kids.  prob wont c my husband til 2morrow or late 2night. they r playing.  and they keep screaming.  im bout 2 just run out. i bought some books 2day & i want 2 go...

ive bn eating alot.  habitually.  its emotional; not about hunger.  im so stressed.  and tired and sad.  i want 2 go 2 the library book sale.  i want 2 find some books i can sell 4 a profit. ...

i think im depressed.  ive bn eating extra.  im having trouble sleeping @ night & sleeping during the day...when i can.  im sad.  i dont like my job but im not sure what i shd b doing instead. ...

im stressed.  im trying not 2 b.  i am trusting God.  i know that well b ok, its just i dont wanna lose my house.  i feel guilty b/c i have been irresponsible where the mortgage was convcerned. ...

my mom was in a car acct. she blacked out & crashed into a pole.  scarry.  so far dr doesnt know why she blacked out. shes only 65, but then again shes 65.  scarry.  i dont wanna lose her.  life...