im changing

i nd 2 c someone else inthe mirror. logic tells me that its not my fault,but i just want a change.  i must admit.  i dont care about being attractive 2 h,but i do care about being attractive 2 myself and to other men.  i dont wanna cheat but i wld appreciate some proof and validation that i am attractive and beautiful and special.  and he is a fool 2 want someone else.