Why now???
September was supposed to be the cycle where we started to TTC again. I say supposed to because AF has yet to show her face and I am now 7 days late. DH and I have been taking precautions the last few months and while I know that no BC is 100% I just don't feel like that slight chance is enough.
I REALLY don't believe that I could be pregnant (it's just not realistic) but I still have that little voice that says "what if." You know the one I'm talking about, the one that makes you go out and buy about a zillion HPT's and take them one after the other? Luckily I just got a shipment of HPT's and OPK's from earl-pregancy-test.com! I resisted the urge to test for a bit and did the 1st test Tuesday afternoon BFN. No AF yesterday and again yesterday afternoon BFN.
I guess I am wondering should I keep testing? Should I test earlier in the day? I know FMU is the best, but I just keep forgetting as I am not really a morning person! DH thinks that AF is just delayed because of stress etc., but I can't really think of anything that has stressed me out more than normal. I also have been feeling really bloated and gassy lately, which happen the last time I was PG, but also sometimes happens right before AF.
So on one hand I know in my head that the chance I actually am pregnant is practically non-existent. Yet, in my head I just keep thinking about all the things I've done wrong so far this month that I would NEVER do if I was TTC or knew I was pregnant. Has anyone else experienced this? I am really regular in my cycles and have not gone past 24 days in almost 2 years (except when I got my BFP) and even got AF exactly 24 days after my miscarriage.
What gives? I was so excited to FINALLY be able to TTC again and now this!!!!!!!!
I REALLY don't believe that I could be pregnant (it's just not realistic) but I still have that little voice that says "what if." You know the one I'm talking about, the one that makes you go out and buy about a zillion HPT's and take them one after the other? Luckily I just got a shipment of HPT's and OPK's from earl-pregancy-test.com! I resisted the urge to test for a bit and did the 1st test Tuesday afternoon BFN. No AF yesterday and again yesterday afternoon BFN.
I guess I am wondering should I keep testing? Should I test earlier in the day? I know FMU is the best, but I just keep forgetting as I am not really a morning person! DH thinks that AF is just delayed because of stress etc., but I can't really think of anything that has stressed me out more than normal. I also have been feeling really bloated and gassy lately, which happen the last time I was PG, but also sometimes happens right before AF.
So on one hand I know in my head that the chance I actually am pregnant is practically non-existent. Yet, in my head I just keep thinking about all the things I've done wrong so far this month that I would NEVER do if I was TTC or knew I was pregnant. Has anyone else experienced this? I am really regular in my cycles and have not gone past 24 days in almost 2 years (except when I got my BFP) and even got AF exactly 24 days after my miscarriage.
What gives? I was so excited to FINALLY be able to TTC again and now this!!!!!!!!
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